今夜難舍舊夢

魂牽夢繞的思念一縷縷留在心底，今夜有難舍的舊夢。那麽多殘雜的心思在深處盤網站架設積，如何舍棄，如何至之？煙花飛雪般消失，積累了那麽多的美好瞬間，僅消失于借錢一瞬間。太多雜念，太多不該，太多不舍。痛，真的痛。無法言說，空洞沒有半點當舖依靠，那些舊夢，依然牽動我心。

那個美麗的夏天，那個美麗的場景。都讓這票貼個屈強的我，痛到不想言語。那些窩居在左右的傷感記憶，讓人無法用難舍二字來中古車代替。今夜，就讓夢境放縱，就讓自已放縱，盡情傷感，盡情假裝堅強。不願你看週轉到我如此的面容，就讓思念化作那顆顆冰涼的淚水。很久不感動，很久不快樂，很借貸久不流淚。

總讓自已的心在外面曬着太陽，那炙熱，其實是如此的暢快。一直想二胎說的話，不曾說，一直想做的事，沒有做。如今，逝去後的暢快，雖然空了，我以借錢爲那就是放開，那就是我一直想做的。至少，至少....！可是，爲什麽？我依當舖然難舍不屬于我的舊夢？仍在在意什麽？問了無數次，仍就是那些漠糊不清的理由融資，給自已找的理由。

怕，怕來不及思念，歲月匆匆。難舍那些輕柔的東西，用融資力擠出了我僅剩的笑容，卻是如此困惑。容不下任何迂回曲折的溫暖，就在這一瞬借錢間，所有的符号和問題不翼而飛。屏幕上隻剩下一片白雪茫茫的空白，原來一切真汽車公會的曾經有的。原來一切都是空白。停筆，爲那曾經的舊夢，爲那難舍的某種情愫。

借貸

Know everything was settled, I want to ask you: "the willful if none of this had happened, you can choose to love me?" Your firm answer: "would"! Whether it is true, I believe. True, even lie, I feel good and happy to meet! I'd like to say that I want to see you, I really want to see you. Alas, but I know that I should not indulge yourself in this, so I'll get the unreasonable. I am far, you are far. Like you give me the name of each of you, I again, again is still so flood. You said, I hate you, I want to say, I am the hate you and hate you lie to me, I hate you. But now, I hate, hate yourself only himself so unreasonable to love you. I'm so tired, really, very tired. Really hard, perhaps we really should not meet, should not touch. Yes, I do.